0440 | friday, 19th of june
today I did absolutely nothing that was interesting. there was nothing interesting to do really.
I decided to talk to some people I met online. I don’t like doing that, but what else is going to keep me entertained?
after talking to said people, I went downstairs to eat. it was rice wrapped in some sort of lettuce.
I watched videos with my mom, but I was getting tired so I went to bed. I woke up at ~ 0040 which was disappointing; I wanted to sleep through the whole night.
Instead of trying to go back to sleep, I picked up a book ( digitally. ) After reading, I wanted to go back to bed. Before going to bed, I like to check my notifications.
My friend was online. He is always a bit pissy whenever I don’t respond to him immediately. He cries a lot when I don’t. I feel bad, so I always end up responding— even when I should be going to bed. I told him I’d talk to him for 5 minutes. During those five minutes, he asked about an event and if I was doing it. Of course I was doing that event, so I said, “Yes,” he seemed upset and reminisced about how I would just tell him if I were doing an event, where he didn’t have to ask me. I don’t know why he cares so much about the older me. Does he not like current me? I don’t understand why people care so much about past memories like that, they’re just memories. It hurts my feelings whenever he wishes that I was like how I was before. But It’s okay, because I get it. There’s no reason to be upset forever. After all, theyre just passing feelings. :^)
0144 | Sunday, 21st of june
Why is everyone an idiot?